What about raising my guard?

What about raising my guard and stop looking back? What will happen when I decide I´ve got no rival, no one can reach me? I can harden my heart, build walls aronund it, walk without looking backward, don´t offer my hand and move on, leaving on the way those who are left behind.

But if I do, if I continue forward nobody´s going to reach me. I have no rival if I decide to walk.

Why all this for the universe if the universe turns around...

I´m going to stand on my feet eight times if life makes me fall seven, but the eighth I won´t fall again. I´ll stop building bridges, I´ll stop pulling strings to let others hold. I will walk with my hands in my pockets no opening the wall´s gates.

And when I look back I won´t see anybody because anybody will be able to follow me.

If I were that kind of person, they would have been lost long ago; the would have been left behind, one after another; but it wasn´t like that, I helped them, each one of them in every moment and now they want to push me out.

Well, they´re not going to get it.

I´ll arise, stand up, I´ll balance on the rope and keep walking, they´ll fall one by one; but, unfortunately I´ve already raised my guard, I don´t look back any more, they cannot reach me any more, they´re not rivals and I wont stop for them.

Never again.